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I am conscious that in my first two sex shop stories, I jumped the gun and did not give sufficient background on why that visit escalated so quickly.There are two vital sexual traits I possess. First of all, I have a tiny, tiny cock which I’m guessing never developed during puberty. I have, since puberty, been highly embarrassed by my cock. In addition, my nature is to be submissive, and as I look back on my life, I know that several people picked up on this trait almost instantaneously.From time to time, I have pondered which came first: the chicken or the egg. Specifically, did my tiny cock result in my submissiveness. I’m inclined to think not, as there are lots of sub guys with perfectly respectable cocks. I guess I just hit the jackpot. I am a sub with a clit-like cock.Part of me was inclined to be ashamed of my submissiveness, and my marriage is evidence that I tried to live a so-called everyday life despite having a tiny penis and a submissive nature.Thankfully pornography was my saviour, allowing me to explore my sexuality and kinks in a nonjudgemental way. Through this process, I recognised my submissiveness was part of my sexuality, of which I should be proud.My embrace of porn, driven by my desire to find sexual satisfaction, started after my wife and I stopped trying for children. Besides my occasionally eating her out, we had no further sexual contact.These were the pre-Internet days when access to pornography was either through a top-shelf magazine or, for more daring content, a visit to a sex shop. In my masturbation Erenköy Escort practice, I started to explore anal stimulation. I suppose I followed a well-worn path of using lubricated fingers, followed by vegetables, etc. To my growing joy, I found it more pleasurable and satisfying than just wanking my tiny cock.By now, I had graduated from heterosexual porn to buying gay porn mags and even a gay porn video (yes, it was that long ago). It wasn’t rocket science. I absorbed that only women and effeminate men got fucked in the ass. My understanding of where I might fit sexually was developing.Around this time, another incident highlighted that my sexual tastes were, shall we say, esoteric.I had always had a weak bladder due to a childhood accident. Many times, I had not reached a toilet in time and, as a result, wet myself.One evening I was coming home from drinks after work and felt the inevitable darts of pain in my bladder as I exited the train station. I still had about one mile to walk home. In the end, I was almost sprinting to our front door. However, as soon as I entered our flat, I felt the familiar relief of the first dribbles of urine escaping my bladder. By the time I reached the toilet, it was a steady stream.For some reason, I did not unzip my trousers and hurriedly sit on the toilet as usual.Before continuing, let me explain about sitting on the toilet. When you have a tiny cock, and bladder control problems, you soon learn that standing and pissing are just a recipe for getting your Erenköy Escort Bayan shoes and the floor wet.Getting back to that evening, for some reason, I just decided to stand in front of the toilet and feel the waves of relief washing over me as the urine soaked my jeans. I watched as the growing dark patch proceeded down my legs and even into my shoes. By the time I finished, there was a puddle on the floor. I knew then I had just had a satisfying sexual experience.Since that day, piss play has featured heavily in my wank sessions. It developed from wetting myself to sucking soaked boxers in my mouth as I wanked, and over time to fill my bladder and then, either naked or indeed clothed, lying in a bath, hips high, pissing over myself.Perhaps given this background, my journey to the door of the sex shop is entirely understandable. I was experienced in anal play and regularly enjoyed solo piss play. Let’s say I was clearly on a journey.While ostensibly, I was going shopping for toys to develop my anal play further. I also realised that I was, in a limited way, making my kinkiness public. After all, what % of men go shopping for sex toys in a sex shop?Suppose I ever had therapy concerning this aspect of my life. In that case, I’m pretty sure the therapist would observe that subconsciously I was outing myself and willing to see, indeed needed to see, how things would develop. I was coming out.From a conscious point of view, if you had asked me why I was feeling excited as I entered the sex shop, Escort Erenköy I think I would have said that the prospect of being in such a seedy establishment in the wrong part of town immensely excited me. I wasn’t consciously looking for a “bit of rough”; I just hoped I would not bump into anyone I knew.David.I know I have already used ‘naive’ as a description of myself, but I constantly chuckle when I remember how I felt and what I thought when I went to Davids’s shop to buy my first toys. My anal exploration had been going on for some time, and I realised to take it to the next level, I should invest in a vibrator and perhaps even a butt plug. Even today, I blush when I think I could carry off the pretence that I was there to buy them for my wife!What is it about a beta like me or a Dom like David that enables him to understand my true nature immediately? I asked David much later why he had been so confident that I would take my newly purchased toys, go into one of the video booths, stretch my sissy ass and take two loads of spunk.He chuckled and responded, “I knew you were submissive within seconds of seeing you enter the door. What’s interesting is that the other guys who were in the shop all made eye contact with me; we all understood you were fresh meat for us”I did not realise that the booths were set up with a camera to observe the occupant. As soon as I entered the booth, the unseen video camera captured what I was doing. I knew this because later David gave me a disc with my performance.As I entered the shop, one of the guys with whom David had made eye contact decided that he was going to test my boundaries. He had the benefit of watching the live feed from the video camera of me violating my arse with my new best friends. It was his cock which appeared through the glory hole.
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