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A Hard Road to Happiness Ch 1My name is James. Back when I was a c***d I was very lonely and unhappy. My parents were divorced, I lived with my mother but my father wasn’t really involved. I spent most of my c***dhood being put down and degraded by my mother. I went into a shell to protect my fragile feelings. I wasn’t a problem c***d; I guess I was just unlucky when it came to who were my parents. Don’t get me wrong I love them and I’m grateful, but I just wasn’t dealt the best hand.Thinking back I never got many, if any, hugs from my parents. Oh sure they fed me, told me when to go to bed, and that they loved me but it always felt so hollow. I was always pretty much on my own. At that young age, I didn’t know any better or understand what a normal, real family was like except for what I saw on television shows. I was never really a confident or outgoing person and as a result, I didn’t have any close friends. Always being taller than all of the k**s my age, I was picked on a lot, being called names like “big foot” or “sasquatch”. This caused me to stay away from them and I tried to keep a low profile, avoiding others, and didn’t make friends.In my senior year of high school shortly after I turned eighteen, I met Laura. She was an orphan, so she was someone I could empathize with. To a stranger, they might decide Laura as average. There were a lot of other girls that caught my eye as beautiful, but Laura was an angel without equal. She had dark brownish blonde hair, brown eyes, pale white skin, and an average sized chest. She stood about 5’ 7”and carried a few extra pounds but if someone asked, I would have said that she wasn’t fat. We knew each others names because we shared most of our classes but she had her own crowd that she ran with and we didn’t hang out together.One Saturday night I was walking around the city alone when I saw Laura at the mall. She waved at me so I walked over to her and said hi. She said she was waiting for a girl friend of hers to show up. Her girl friend was already late and she canlı bahis didn’t want to wait any longer so she asked me if I’d walk her home. I didn’t have anything else to do so I said yes. It was a cool spring night as we started walking the two or so miles to her foster home. We talked on the way and the subject turned to sex. She asked me, “Have you ever done it with anybody?” I hadn’t been on any dates and walking her home was the longest time I had ever spent alone with a girl. I tried to avoid answering the question for fear she would tell someone that I was a virgin and make my life worse although I couldn’t really imagine how. I threw the question back at her, “Why, have you ever done it with anybody?” She smiled at me and said, “I’m not a virgin but I think you are.” I didn’t say anything. I was embarrassed and turned my face away from her not wanting her to see me blush. She took my arm in hers and laid her head on my shoulder and said in a kind voice as we walked, “Don’t worry about it everybody starts off as a virgin, if you want I’ll do it with you.” I was speechless and stunned not knowing what to say. She pulled me to a stop with her arm and stood in front of me. She put her arms around my neck and we kissed. I was new at this; it was the first real kiss that I had ever received from a girl. I put my arms around her waist and tried to kiss her like she was kissing me. She relaxed her lips and I felt her tongue trying to wiggle its way into my mouth. I took in a deep nervous breath and not being able to relax and our tongues met.My heart was beating faster and I was getting excited. I kept waiting for her to yell “Gotcha!” and her friends jump out of the bushes and laugh at my but she didn’t. My dick was getting hard as she pulled me closer to her, pressing her B-cup breasts into my chest. We broke our kiss then looked at me with what I guess was a delighted grin and continued walking arm in arm. When we got close to her house we walked down the alley and she whispered to be quiet. We went to bahis siteleri the back of her house and she took a key from the top of a window sill and quietly unlocked their garage. We went in and she locked the door behind us.It was a large single car detached garage with a work bench and an old couch on one side. Laura cleared some stuff off the couch and sat down. I sat down next to her and she put her arms around me and we began kissing again. After a few minutes she must have gotten impatient and took my hand and put it on her breast. My heart was pounding in my throat as I squeezed her breast a few times but mostly just left it where she had put it. A few minutes later she stopped kissing me and after a frustrating sigh said, “You are new at this aren’t you?” I dropped my head in shame. She then just came out and said it. “You can fuck me if you want to.” I could just barely see her outline in the dark as she stood up and took off her pants and panties. She reached down unbuckled my belt and pulled my pants and boxers down to my ankles. I was glad it was dark because I would have been too embarrassed to let her see me without my clothes on. She knelt down on the couch facing me with one knee on each side of me. I reached up and massaged her breasts while she reached for my hard penis. When she touched it, it felt so good I damn near came right there in her hand. “Mmmmm it is true what they say about black guys!” she said as she slowly lowered her body down on top of me and slid my cock up into her slippery oh so wet pussy. It was the most pleasurable feeling that I had ever felt. I couldn’t believe how warm and soft she was. She sat still for a few seconds as I heard her gasp and then started slowly sliding up and down. Being my first time I lasted just a few seconds and I came inside her. She once again had a frustrated sigh when I started getting soft and she just collapsed down on me and rested her head on my shoulder. Every once in a while she gave my penis a squeeze with her pussy muscles and güvenilir bahis it didn’t take long for me to become hard again. When my cock was fully erect she sat up straight and lifted up her blouse and bra and took my hands and put them on her bare breasts. Then she pulled my face in “suck em,” she moaned. She put her hands on my shoulders and started slowly rocking forward and backward. I started rolling her hard nipples around with my tongue and she was moaning and whispered, “Ohh that feels sooo good.” She started rocking faster and faster and whispered, “Ohh that feels so good, squeeze harder.” I squeezed her breasts harder expecting her to squeal out in pain but she didn’t. She was rocking back and forth about as fast as I thought she could as I squeezed her breasts and sucked her nipples. She grabbed the back of my head and dug her nails into my short black hair and started grinding her pussy hard into my pelvis. On every forward stroke “I love you big black cock,” she moaned then she let out a squeal and collapsed on my chest breathing hard. Her pussy started quivering around my cock in short fast bursts. The sensation was incredible and it didn’t take long for me to start cumming again. After resting for a few minutes Laura got up and teased, “Not bad for your first time.” After we got dressed I walked her to the door and gave her a goodnight kiss. I couldn’t believe what had just happened to me. I was in a dreamland, ‘I had a girlfriend!’ I was happy and couldn’t wait to see her at school on Monday. When I saw her in school I smiled at her but she didn’t smile back at me, she just said hi and kept walking. I ran to catch up to her and asked, “What’s wrong?” She pulled me to the side and whispered, “Last Saturday night I was just horny and wanted to fuck. Don’t take it personal.” She then just walked away from me and out of my life. I was hurt, to go from such a high to such a low so quickly really hurt. I made a promise to myself to never get hurt like that again. I didn’t go out on any dates and kept clear of girls, which was pretty easy for me because I was invisible to most of them. As time went on I withdrew from people to the point where you could say I was a hermit. My faith in mankind was at an all-time low.
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